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 Post subject: Settling in- (off topic)
PostPosted: Sun Mar 11, 2007 10:35 pm 
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Okay, this isn't cancer related but I guess somehow it is. I needed to post because I am so stressed and really have nowhere else to go with all this, I need to vent somewhere..

So I make the 1000 plus journey to Ohio with my son and the cats in the truck. All told, things went okay other than the normal driving 1000 miles stuff- finding a hotel for the night, stopping and eating and OH, my brand new truck tire losing air :evil: !!! I had to drive 700 plus miles the first day so that I could get back here by late afternoon Wednesday because there were people from the Corporate office visiting that I had to meet up with (nobody comes for 4 months but they choose the week I'm moving my stuff). So I got to Ohio, dropped son and cats off, a coworker sat with my son and I raced to the office for an evening of meetings. :?

Woke up the middle of the night Thursday with chest pains, sat here waiting for them to go away, they got worse so had to wake Eric up at 2 in the morning to go to the Emergency room because its just him and I and I kept thinking what if it was a heart attack? I had to stop at a convenience store because I didn't even know where the nearest hospital was. Long story short, they admitted me because something was a little off on the EKG, and I ended up spending all day Friday, Friday evening in the hospital with my son. :shock: They made a chair into a bed for him and brought him trays of food when they brought mine. So he missed his first day of school, I couldn't even call work and ask someone to take him because he didn't have any sleep, the poor kid was awake with me half the night.

So long story short, the cardiologist ran some tests but put off others so that I can do as an outpatient due to my circumstances of having no one for Eric. (There are people at my job who offered to keep him but they all my direct reports except for one and it really wouldn't be appropriate).

Last week was calm at home anyway, except the cat was sick and had to bring her to the vet. Other than that, Eric likes school, likes his after school program etc. Fast forward to Saturday morning - he wakes up with a cough and bad sore throat. Had to take him to Urgent Care, he has some viral thing - it has to run its course. Okay, I don't have TIME for it to run its course, I have to be in work Monday and there is NO one to watch him when he's sick. He can't be sick.

Anyway, I am just frustrated. I have a full plate at work, and alot of responsibility at home. I've been here by myself and have only had to worry about work, which is a handful. Now I have Eric, and I'm really wondering if I can even do this. Instead of staying at work till 8 or 9 pm, I need to leave by 5:45 to get him from the after school program and finish my work at home. How can I effectively manage both? Do you know, when I went to NY to the Leadership conference for my job, out of 30 people attending from my division, only 3 of them had children (and only one of those was a woman)!

Oh, on the bright side, I had an xray and CT scan at the hospital (and the machines looked modern- woo hoo), and all was clear. So that's always good news. And I bought an LCD TV yesterday (I won't even speak of how long it took to drag it into the apartment and assemble it with a butter knife)- these corporate people had supplied me with a little bitty TV - I couldn't take it anymore, Im going blind. (Sell me a truck and I can bring anything home :roll: )

I know the important thing is that I am still here to complain about all this stuff. I know I am lucky. But I also have to pay the bills, and to pay them at this point means that I have to dedicate alot of my time to my job. I need to find a balance, and right now, after not needing to have one for 4 months, it just seems impossible. I know it will get better - I am just feeling overwhelmed. Plus I wake up every hour because I am still getting used to the apartment and am convinced the noise I heard is someone breaking in the patio doors to murder me. (Guess it beats the cancer boogeyman that used to wake me up)

Oh well, thanks for listening. I'm still lucky. :)

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PostPosted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 3:43 am 
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Oh Debi I'm sorry that things are so overwhelming right now, we both know they'll get better but I can imagine how frustrating it is trying to juggle everything.
Is there anyone at work who could help you find a back-up babysitter just for when Eric is sick? Maybe someone's Mom or Granny or maybe the after school program could point you in the right direction.
On the brighter side I'm so glad that the tests and scans came back okay, was the chest pain due to all the stress of moving and working?
Can't offer any solutions really Debi, just know that I am thinking of you and hoping that Eric stays well and you both enjoy that new TV!
Take care
Geri

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Diagnosed limited sclc Nov 2001
Clean PET scan May 2002
June 2004 Clear CT scan and brain MRI
Good for another 6 months!
Dec 2004, another clean bill of health. next check w/scans may be my last!
June 2005, another good check up, next appt in a year and then I'm finished!!!
Sept 2005, Pericardial effusion, window cut, no cancer found, thought to be viral in origin.
Back to 3 month check with oncolgist. but NED is still my best friend.
Jan 2006, everything still clean, this cancer officially cured. Next check up in a year. NED still in residence.
Jan 2007 clean bill of health again!
April 2007 dx breast cancer, surgery in May and June. Lymph node involvement
August 2007, started chemo, radiation will follow
Dec 2007 Chose no radiation, risks high for small benefit because of lc radiation. Chemo causing shortness of breath.
Jan 2008 Talc procedure done after needle aspiration doesn't work for long (2 days). Now using oxygen most of time.
Feb/Mar 2008 One month hospital stay due to congestive heart failure, low blood pressure and high heart rate. Permanant valve damage.
Mar/Aug 2008 fighting for breath and energy.
Aug 2008 started breast cancer adjunct therapy, life was miserable with side effects
Oct 2008 changed medications and life was even more miserable. This one lasted another month.
Dec 2008, feel better than in last 2 years, finally I am myself again and no bc treatments!
Jan 2009 PET shows no sign of malignancy ANYWHERE! Echocardiograms are now more regular for me than cancer screens.
I now take pills that conteract pills that conteract pills that conteract pills...............and on and on, but I'm still entertaining NED and life is good.
August 2009, CT still clear, back in 6 months for another CT. NED still lives here!
Dec 2009 More congestive heart failure looming.
Feb 2010 Heart block - code blue but eventually brought back, pace maker installed, new birthday Feb 6th - I came back!!!!
March 2010 Heart damaged beyond repair,only a couple of months left to live. Not a transplant candidate (2 cancers) so LVAD implanted. I'm still on the green side of the sod but now as the bionic woman and my future is still as long as it would have been before lc..........expiration date unknown (or long as I remember to change my batteries) !


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Hi Debi,

Sorry to hear things are kind of hectic for you right now. You've really gone thru some stress recently, though, with the new job and just moving and all that. That stuff is all tougher than we think it's going to be.

And then sleeping in a new place on top of it....geez, I can't stand to get a new pillow cuz I'm awake for a week getting used to it.
:roll:

I don't have any solutions for you except for the old 'one foot in front of the other' saying, but I guess it rings true.

I hope Eric feels better and things settle down soon.

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finished chemo 11/6/03
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follow-up with oncologist every year/bloodwork and clinical exam

2001 early stage breast cancer/surgery and radiation only, no chemo needed. Mammograms once a year,

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What's that saying........when it rains ~ it pours??? Well, it's teeming for you right now, Debi. Hopefully all this 'stuff' will get out of the way right off the bat and there will be smooth sailing from then on.

Are you in an apartment building? If so, perhaps there is someone close by who can offer emergency assistance....ya think? Ot at least to offer some constructive advice to a newcomer.

We all know you are a capable woman, Debi, and you know it too. Solutions will be found.....just hopefully sooner than later. And BTW.....you can come here and vent about whatever you da#n well please. Can't wait to hear how things pan out for you.

Kasey

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9/20/04 Dx lc
9/24/04 Bronchoscopy
10/08/04 CT guided needle biopsy
10/14/04 Dx Pancoast tumor - NSCLC 111a(?) - inoperable - incurable
11/02/04 2nd opinion - Sloan-Kettering - concurs with local dx and tx
11/03/04-12/02/04 Radiation x22 chemo x5 taxol/carboplatin
11/04 - 3rd opinion - FoxChase -turned away
11/04 FOUND LCSC & HOPE
11/04 4th opinion NIH - surgery possible
1/04/05 Successful surgery - RU lobectomy - all margins, nodes, and path reports are NEGATIVE
2/05 chemo x2 taxol/carboplatin
3/05 Esophagus stretched twice
4/06/05 bloodwork, chest x-ray, CT scan, PET scan, NED
5/05 2 more esophagus stretches
7/13/05 bloodwork, chest x-ray, CT scan, PET scan, brain MRI, NED
10/05/05 bloodwork, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, NED
1/11/06 bloodwork, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, NED
4/05/06 bloodwork, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, NED
6/10/06 emergency appendectomy
7/12/06 bloodwork, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, NED
9/26/06 bloodwork, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, NED
1/10/07 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, CT, PET/CT scan, arm CT, brain MRI, NED
7/11/07 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, NED
1/9/08 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, CT w/contrast.....mm 'spot' lower right lobe - watch and wait 3 months
4/8/08 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, NED
10/14/08 bloodwork, urinaysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, NED
4/15/09 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, NED
10/13/09 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, CT/contrast, NED
4/13-4/15/10 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET/CT scan, brain MRI, CT/contrast, PFT, echocardiogram, EKG, stress test, NED
4/11-4/13/2011 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET scan, CT scan w/contrast, brain MRI, NED
4/16-4/18/2012 bloodwork, urinalysis, chest x-ray, PET scan, CT scan w/contrast, brain MRI, NED


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I remember when we moved to London England in late 1998. I was a new mom and we were moving to a new country with a 1 year old and I didn't know a soul.

Rick worked mad hours. This was the Y2K conversion and he was in charge of all of Europe so he was travelling 3 weeks out of 4. It was just me, navigating without any help.

I remember how hard it was and I can say I literally went out of my mind with work, a child who was sick ALL the time those first 6 months, and school. I was crazy.

When I read your post, my heart was aching for you. I can still remember how alone I felt.

All I can say is that it does get better. But until then, you need to vent, reach out to groups or new neighbors and to your son's new school. People will help if you ask, and as incredible as I think you are- you can't go thru this alone.

I'm so sorry things are so stressed and heavy for you right now.

I'm glad that your scans were ok! One less thing for you to think about right now......

I am just sending lots of positive thoughts to you and I hope things ease up some soon.

You've been thru a whole lot in such a short time.

Keep posting.

(((debi)))

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You have such a full plate my friend! Most people could not do what you are doing and I have so much respect and admiration for you. You are a role model.

Hopefully in time things will settle down and you will find that balance. I am sure there will be many moments of madness while you try to find.

I am so thrilled about the scans though, that is wonderful news.

Hang in there, we are all here for you. And your post is not really off topic at all. It is the story of a true SURVIVOR!

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5/04--completed radiation
5/05--coiling for brain anyerusm found on routine brain MRI
8/05--triple bypass
10/06--PET, brain MRI, CT clear
8/07--NED
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2/12--Stage IV squamous cell, a new beast
4/9/12--My mom passed away

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9/06--Wedge resection of 1.4cm tumor
Lots of little nodules remain and a small thing on brain maybe
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5/18/10--Dx with Macroglobenemia (indolent lymphoma) & nodule growth
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Sorry about your stress, I have two sisters who are single mothers and I know how hard it is for them emotionally and financialy and they dont have cancer.I hope you can find comfort knowing there are people praying and thinking about you and your son.


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Praying for the best for you and that wonderful little boy of yours!
Carol

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64 Year old former smoker
1/4/05 at age 56 DX NSCLC, upper right lobe.
Staged IIA by PET Scan.
Restaged to IIIA by surgeon prior to surgery, after he examined PET and CT Scan results.
4/7/05 Completed 6 weeks of radiation and chemotherapy (taxol/carboplatin).
4/29/05 CT Scan.
5/21/05 PET Scan.
5/31/05 Met with surgeon, PET Scan showed nodule in left lung lit up that never lit up before.
6/9/05 Biopsy=OK nodule is scar tissue.
7/1/05 BRONCHOSCOPY,
MEDIASTINOSCOPY, THORACOTOMY SURGERY=ALL MARGINS CLEAN, 20 LYMPH NODES REMOVED. PLUS ONE RIB BONE. ALL NEGATIVE FOR CANCER.
8/9/05 & 9/1/05 ADJUVANT CHEMO. 10/4/05 1ST CT SCAN="Defined patchy density at the superior segment of the right lower lobe. Findings are most likely related to recent surgery and/or posttreatment change, however, this should be followed on subsequent studies".
1/3/06 Brain CT=Clear;Chest CT=Scar Tissue.
1/4/06 ONE YEAR SINCE DIAGNOSIS
4/1/06 Brain & Chest CT=NED. 6/13/06 XRAY=NERD.
7/1/06 ONE YEAR SINCE SURGERY.
10/25/06 CT=NED.
1/4/07 TWO YEARS SINCE DIAGNOSIS
5/3/07 CT=NED.
7/1/07 TWO YEARS SINCE SURGERY.
11/6/07 CT=NED
PLEASE continue to keep me in your prayers.WHEN PRAISES GO UP, BLESSINGS COME DOWN.[/size]
1/4/08 THREE YEARS SINCE DIAGNOSIS
3/20/08 CT=NED
6/20/08 X-RAY=NED
7/1/08 THREE YEARS SINCE SURGERY.
10/27/08 CT=NED
1/4/09 FOUR YEARS SINCE DIAGNOSIS
3/26/09 X-RAY=NED
7/1/09 FOUR YEARS SINCE SURGERY.
9/17/09 CHEST X-RAY CEA BLOOD TEST=NED
1/4/10 FIVE YEARS SINCE DIAGNOSIS
3/29/10 X-RAY=NED
10/5/10 CT=NED
4/1/11 X-RAY=NED
7/1/11 SIX YEARS SINCE SURGERY
10/10/11 X-RAY=NED
4/15/12 CT/PET=NED
4/18/13 CT=NEW 3MM NODULE FOUND ON UPPER LEFT LOBE


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Hi Debi; I am glad your cardiac stuff turned out ok. I hate moving and it has got to be the stress of your move, juggling job responsibilities and taking care of Eric that whacked you. I am sure that things will smooth out for you as you get settled in. Pet your cat. Meow.

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Oh geez Debi-- what a nightmare. I wish I was closer-- I would have gladly picked him up for you. I hope the heart issue was just the stress of dealing with corporate visitors. Hang in there.

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Iressa started 3/03
10/03 Stable CT scan
1/04 CT Still stable.
3/04 PET Scan, Still stable.
7/04 Still stable
1/05 Still stable
1/30/05 Iressa discontinued Started Tarceva, still stable 7/05
1/06 Slight increase in tumor, stopping Tarceva.
1/27/06 Started Alimta
5/5/06 Avastin added to Alimta
6/14/06 Stable, continue w/ Avastin
1/29/07 Shrinkage! Continue w/ Avasin.
7/07- Something new on the CT scan, doing a bronc 7/25/07 to see what it is. 8/21/07 begins brachytherapy. Next treatment postponed until 9/6/7 due to an infection which is making him too ill for the procedure. 9/13/07 Diagnosed with Aspergillus. Has brachytherapy 9/20/07. Developed a pericardial effusion, 10/30/07 has a pericardial window to drain the fluid. Procedure goes well but he passes away 10/31/07 due to a pulmonary hemorrhage.
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Oh Debi, what an awful first week or so. I really feel sorry for you. I had a taste of those kinds of problems years ago. Very, very stressful. Do take care. Are things any better yet? Let us know.
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Hi, Debi:

Wow! What a bad scene you had, and hope things have settled down now. It seems stress can get the best of us. Let us know how things are going now.

Barb

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10/31/05 - coughed up blood;went to EM, admitted to hospital;many tests including bronoscopy and pet scan confirmed diagnosis of nsclc.

1l/27/04, Surgery done to remove middle lobe and part of upper lobe right lung; was told stage la nslc, bronchoalveolar type. No chemo or radiation recommended.
Sent home on oxygen after 8 days in hospital.
2/04 - xray scan NED
6/04 - xray scan NED
6/30 - CAT SCAN - waiting for results on 7/7/05.

Have had problems since surgery such as:

Radiating pain up and down the outside of legs from hip to calf,burning of feet; swollen leg; excessive heartburn, bleeding gums, pain in hips and rectum area,cyst on thumb, red and flushed face and neck; nausea, dizziness, coughed up blood twice. All of the above has been addressed with doctors as follows,and told not of significance concerning lung cancer.

Primary care physician - who is an internist, 2 other internists; family doctor, Surgeon who did lung cancer surgery,2 Pulmonologists (regular and 2nd opinion,Orthopaedist,Neurusurgeon,Dentist,ENT.,Colerectal specialist,Accupuncturist,PhysicalTherapist,General Medical Doctor specializing in lumbar epideral steroid injections (had 2 so far).

I have had: lung cancer surgery, thumb surgery, dental surgery, one sacroiliac joint shot, 2 lumbar epidural steroid shots, accupuncture, xrays, cat scans, MRI of spine, bone scan, and ent checkup which resulted in a diagnosis of acid reflux.

Was told by surgeon that he removed part of one of my ribs "which was in his way" when he did surgery.

7-06 - Chest Xray - NED - Pulmonologist said I was "CURED"

11-06 - two-year anniversary from surgery; did chest xray - said "evidence of recurrent cancer."

Rest of November and December 2006:
Did cat scan - said metastatic cancer several places;

Did PET SCAN - lit me up like a Xmas tree

Did bronchoscope - unable to get tissue for biopsy

Did Mediastinoscopy surgery - took scrapings for biopsy; sent to pathologist; first part said negative; second part said waiting on slides

Results of slide said cancer - NOT NONSMAL......NOT RECURRENT....BUT new cancer called oat cell or SMALL CELL cell; mass in spine, and two in right lung close to area of surgery

This whole situation was unreal; finally got a diagnosis;

Went to oncologist; he ordered MRI of chest and of stomach and back, with and without contrast;

Results confirmed results of biopsy.

Onc went over treatment plan, which will be one per week for three weeks; one week off; repeat until two months; then will scan and see what's going on.

Had surgery again to put port in upper chest area to house the chemo

Onc said may do radiation after two months

Had first chemo treatment; first couple days no problem; after that, moderate nausea and tiredness;

12-28-06 - Second chemo treatment; drew blood, etc., am anemic, gave shot for that; so far, just very tired and some nausea;gave me antinausea medicine

2/13/07: Had 7th chemo treatment and change in medicine because other is not compatible with radiation and must have radiation on spine and other areas where thickening is and could recur there (I think that was what the onc said).

Scan results were good but not NED. Most tumors either gone or only thickening or shrunk except for spine which must be treated with radiation as does the other areas even though improved or gone.

I didn't take the best notes in the world or remember all he said because I was a nervous wreck to the point where even the onc asked me if I was nervous and I said yes, could I please take some notes and he waited a bit for me.

I go to chemo treatment again today and tomorrow, and for a shot to increase my white blood counts.

Waiting to see how all this comes out.


January 2007 to April 10, 2007
Have had severe side effects of chemo and radiation. Have had several shots for red cells and white cells; severe nausea,vomiting, trouble swallowing; had blood transfusion 2 pints; and iv liquids for dehydration. Also have really bad cough

Since last update, I have been through chemo, radiation to lung and then to brain as a precaution the doctor said. The radiation to my chest caused my esophagus to BURN REAL BAD, but doctor said was not burn but don't understand what he meant. I could not swallow, and even normal breathing was painful. Took the crap that numbs your throat, but instead of pain, I gagged and vomited, so had to dicontinue that. Meanwhile had dehydration and hospital for treatment; then low blood counts which ended up requiring a 2 pints blood transfusion. Meanwhile had and still have real bad cough; severe headaches when cough; doctor did not explain why and I don't understand why; coughing up green mucus which means infection; taking antibiotics for that; cough still bad; weakness and sometimes feel like I'm going to pass out, but so far have not. Taking all medicines doctors gave me.

Was supposed to go get a CAT SCAN OF BRAIN AND PET SCAN today but could not do so because of cough and infection and headaches; rescnheduled for next tuesday, hope ready by then.

Last scan showed "mass" on my left lung, which doctor said was {puzzling), because it is not in his opinion something that looks like small cell; remember I had non small cell originally; then this last one was small cell, and so now I HAVE A THIRD LUNG CANCER, can you believe this?:

Thanks for all your prayers and support. This is a wonderful place to come to for comfort and support.


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I remember all to well what it's like to be a single mom and working full time! Not FUN at times! I wish I had some magical words to make you feel better, but I don't! It's hard to have the sky fall all at once. I remember feeling like chicken little, as I'm sure you feel too.

Vent, Vent, And VENT some more. I'm very glad to hear your CT was clear, that really is great news. I hope all your other tests come back a-okay too!
I'm going to hope you don't have heart problems, maybe you had a panic attack. I know they can act just like a heart attack, but, I don't know if that would show something on an EKG or not. I'm thinking NOT! :roll: Anyway I'm just going to hope for things to be okay and all your tests come back clean and clear.

As Kasey said, "When it rains it pours"! It SUCKS!

I hope all settles down for you real soon.

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7/25/1995 had Left Lung Removed along with several lymph nodes.
9/9/95 Started Chemo (VP-16/Cisplatin), & Radiation (36 treatments). Cancer Free.
8/11/2003 CT Scan found 4mm Nodule Right Upper Lung. Did PET scan & Nodule Lite up. Also found a Tumor in my Left Atrium (Heart)
8/21/03 Open Heart Sugery for Myxoma Tumor in Left Atrium. During heart surgery (3) surgeons checked 4mm nodule & agreed it did not appear to be cancerous.
11/2004-CT & PET scan, nodule still there 6mm will watch.
4/2005-CT, Nodule still there and has grown to 8mm will do another CT in 9/2005. Waiting & watching nodule.
9/2005 CT Nodule has shrunk to 5mm. Doctor's feel nodule could be scar tissue.
2/2006 Having Shortness of Breath problems.
4/2006 CT, nodule 5mm No Change.
11/2006 CT scan no change in Nodule.
4/26/07 Results of CT scan shows I have another Noudule. Now have two nodules, one is 6-7mm & the new one is about 3mm.
9/2007 CT shows 3 nodules all mm in size. First 2 have no change in them. New one is very small. Repeat CT in 6 months.
12/11/07 Still NED
5/7/08 CT (right lung) (nodules watch) two new nodules I now have 5 nodules. Will watch via CT scans.
10/08 CT Scan showed 1 nodule 6mm has grown to 1.2cm.
5/22/09 CT Scan (awaiting results)
7/4/09 PET Scan (3 nodules in left lung are now 1.4c.m in sizes.
8/13/09 Did Bronhcoscopy
8/18/09 NOT Cancer, no cancer found.
Next PET Scan Oct 2009.

READ MY STORY @ http://www.lungevity.org/l_community/vi ... hp?t=13224

Lost my Father age 56(1970), Mother age 66 (1987), and Sister age 43 (1988) all to Lung Cancer
AVATAR is in Iowa @ the Presidential Cancer Forum


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